
So i'm back from Syazwani's farewell party.
Sad for two reasons.
One is because she's leaving & lit class will never be th same.
And th second one need not be said out.
At first I thought it was a good idea to invite them.
You know, th more th merrier ?
But slowly as th person was reaching, I felt like it was a bad idea and stuff like that.
Hey, I was freaking out!
I asked him to come basically beause i missed him & idk when I would be able to
see him again.
But idk... Like never talk much.
Th group felt awkward & then he showed me attitude.
Again!
Super pissed off okay?
Then like that for idk how long.
Then, aiya... Just give in lor.
Suan le lah.
Know his character too well le
don't know how to admit tht he's in th wrong and even if he isn't also dunno how to
apologise just to make ppl okay.
Then after they left, I felt so darn stupid.
Seriously like once th lift door close, I missed him and regreted being pissed and not talk to him.
Yea, imma weakling luh
I'll jut shut down now.
And sorry Adam, Pohseng and idk who for kinda wasting your time.
I think.
Idk... I think I'll just end this along with th year.
I kinda had enough.
I just hope I'm strong enough to do it.
I'm gonna miss that Fun, crazy yet lovable girl of ours.
Bon Voyage Syazwani
[waves] :D